Posted: Tue Sep 23, 2008 10:45 am Post subject: General chat
General chat for everyone around, about anything and nothing in particular.
Here goes for me.
Finally! I'm back! I was just visiting my grandma with my little brother (as annoying as he is, he's so cute!) and had a great time, I went shopping, did some art on the characters, (I'm not satisfied with them yet, there will be a lot more practicing before I put up the character sheets) and some other random art on anthros (not satisfied with them either >3>)
Anyways, I'm back, and pretty darn happy, how's everyone out there?
I'm pretty depressed today. I had nightmares and woke up crying(I really don't want to say what the dream was about...)
I also cried during school since some girl thinks I'm mad at her and me being short tempered(the girl is probably 'special')I told her to stay away from me or I'd end up hurting her-thus some girls finding out I get violent on bad days-and decided making me feel bad was best to do and said really rude stuff, making me cry in front of the teacher who is thinking of sending me to the counselor...It'll definetly lead to my parents finding out stuff like that and I'll be a ton more suicidal than I am already...
then there's someone I haven't heard from for a long time and I really miss hearing from my friends, who are getting rather distant from me...
Are you serious about that suicidal thing though? Cause like life does tend to get pretty rough in middle and highschool, but it does get better by a lot. You just gotta find the people worth being around and with. Really one of the only reasons we're here is for other people or at least in my opinion.
And my friends are getting pretty distant from me too, but it's fine because I've been making new friends and such. _________________ www.help.smackjeeves.com
Yeah, I'm not really kidding about it. I've been that way ever since my so called 'best friend' embarrassed me in front of my crush telling him how I had a crush on him, and he didn't like me, then it repeated in 8th grade, so basically....'love' has turned me into this. I'm already broken to a point where I feel nothing at all and lost belief in all that's good.
And it doesn't really help that I'm constantly being teased
Meh don't worry about all those small things. Trust me there's a lot out there. Kids are just cruel. Wait it out and good will come to you. You should just ignore that stuff, find some better friends, keep on your studies, and do the things you like. _________________ www.help.smackjeeves.com
So far, my friends are a bit.....random
Lemme see....one talks alot, one loves war video games and such, most are manga/anime fans like me, one's bi and her topics scare me(yesterday she practically begged me to sit at her table since she was bored and I'm thinking that if you were to watch from a spot out of hearing it's seem like she was proposing....*shudders*/She also mentioned something, not going there though...(somehow she got me hooked on yaoi....XP) two have ADHD, one's crazy and random(she's on sj too) and...yeah, we're insane group of friends who cannot keep a conversation on one topic.
Today's was me mentioning about wanting a cookie and ended up in a......sorta wierd topic non-related and.....inappropriate?
Forget I said that.....<<;
Haha I'm a 19 year old boy The conversations i've had have gone so far gone vulgar and anthing you've ever heard, that if you heard it you would be so disgusted and confused all at the same time and then some. haha
You'll feel better, TRUST ME. I had my period of depression and all that. I'm on medications that help me now, so I'm all good, but the whole episode dug up a lot of information about my family history that kind of makes me afraid to EVER EVER decide to have a child...Like, I already knew that my mom's a type 1 diabetic (so it's genetic and not from fat), but apparently she also has bipolar disorder-- not the joking kind where you pretend to chase butterflies and are just generally happy-- and chronic depression and all sorts of other stuff. And my dad apparently also has chronic depression and some other things... D:
Anyway. We all have problems. You get over "loves" from middle and high school. After all, you're still young, right? (OH GOD SO AM I WHY AM I TALKING LIKE I'M OLD?!) There's gonna be plenty of time for heartbreak later. I figure that I can have some crazy random years now and get good grades to establish my social class and income, and once I'm settled in a bit more in life I can do the Drama. Obviously life doesn't always work out like you planned it, but that's what ELSE do you think your ancestors watch all day? I'm pretty sure playing cards in the clouds would get boring after a while. :\
But it's good that you've made friends! All my friends from middle school are going to a different high school than me. I'm not zoned for the high school I'm going to, either. I made the decision to go HERE instead of THERE because the school I'm at now has better and more classes and choices and more clubs and it's newer and has a great culinary arts program et cetera et cetera. It sounded kind of mean when I said it straight out to them, but I'd rather go to a good school and have to deal with not knowing anybody than go to a bad (or worse) school and have all my old friends. I've actually made some new friends and I still keep in touch with the old ones. We blow off football Fridays to have movie nights...which usually consist of videogames, internet and maybe attempting to watch Van Hellsing at 4 AM... _________________ "Clothes make the man; naked people often have little or no influence on society." --Mark Twain
I'm not sure what grade you're in but things definitely get better as you get older. I don't think there are many if any people who have never had a hard time (socially) in highschool or middleschool. I never had middle school but my final two years in highschool I found that the kids are a lot more mature than in earlier years and it was easier to get along with everyone.
Once you're in college/university it's completely different. I'm in my 4th year of post secondary school and in my experience the students are much more supportive and have a smaller tendency to ridicule without cause. (of course there's always going to be an exception to everything) Also, my mom says that this is where you end up making your closest friends. I've met a lot of great people throughout these 4 years.
Even though the situations you're going through now may seem huge and too hard to deal with it'll get easier over time.
And exercise really does work wonders, even if it's just a short walk 3-4 times a week. _________________ If walls could speak I'd pray that they would tell me what to do.
Gaaaahhh, we really need to post something soon...Anybody got any filler stuffs? Anything will do. I'm finishing up the nightmare comic tonight.
See, I got some new software from a friend. PhotoImpression 4. It's great, and I've been getting better. I'm going to attempt to make this comic a really good one, so I want to use color and maybe even some texture if I can figure it out.
See you in a while with a link! _________________ "Clothes make the man; naked people often have little or no influence on society." --Mark Twain
I almost feel like that's all we've been doing. Nobody's posted anything--'cept for you, Help!-- in forever. D:
I'm allllmost done....Just...a bit...more....*reaching for the finish line* _________________ "Clothes make the man; naked people often have little or no influence on society." --Mark Twain
Lol really? I feel like we havnt really discussed it. And I dont mean discuss before we make more comics. I mean we can do both at the same time. _________________ www.help.smackjeeves.com
Go Hyde! And Help, you have been that little light that doesn't dim down. Thanks for keeping an eye on things and making sure that at least something is happening. I'll draw the next comic, just because I know it's going to be easy for me to whip one up quickly, and because I am expecting my return to full boar again in about 2-3 weeks time (much longer than I anticipated)
Thanks, I've just been pretty bored lately and I like this collab it's fun, but I couldnt think of anything to post myself because I kinda need other people to motivate me and such. _________________ www.help.smackjeeves.com
Perfectly understandable, I really can't do anything with something until I get a brainwave, then I write it down and put it to action, sometimes it works, other times, it's really bad, but think about it.
If you had a hundred ideas, there's bound to be about ten you could string up in a line. So you may not have the ideas coherently at first, but you have them, all you have to do is line them up like a jigsaw puzzle.
Eh? I'm behind again......gomenasai!!!
I might post a little something-sorta matches with that one comic in a way.....and it has her special qualities-or her acting talent, so to put it
Hehehe, go freshmen! *high-five* I just started high school as well. _________________ "Clothes make the man; naked people often have little or no influence on society." --Mark Twain
I wish I was that young T_T I'm just like old now.. It sucks haha gotta actually be like grown up and stuff. Not fun. _________________ www.help.smackjeeves.com
Heh, finished school last year, and guess all you like, but I'm not telling you my age. _________________ There's a method to my madness, and a madness to my method.
Okay, so I'm not the only freshman here!
Actually, isn't it also called fish? I'm a blue fish(unlike my friend, who is a gold fish)If you don't get the fishy thing, it's since we have too many students and we have to split them into groups-red, white, blue(me), and gold.....why's a goldfish a goldfish when it's actually orange? And I never knew there was such a thing called a blue fish-literally
...or maybe I'm just a slow wierdo like my mom says.....that stupid bitch....
Well, it's not fish, that's the schools personal group thing, I had to be put in a group when I was in a school. There were four, like yours, (I don't think that's a coincedence.) Bonda, Balkuin, Barang, and Dherwain. I was in Dherwain (Dher[for those who don't get it, it's like 'duh']) And with your mother, I think you need to watch the mum song on youtube, I can't watch it because my internet has dropped to dialup speed TT_TT (stupid, anime loving brother) just type 'mom song' and it should be first on the list.
And how's school holding up for you two so far? I know you are busy busy busy (not as busy as me, but still busy ) and assignments are hitting you eh? Hope you luck with those. _________________ There's a method to my madness, and a madness to my method.
I had four groups in junior high but not highschool
i dont remember exactly our groups but i think it was red white green and blue. _________________ www.help.smackjeeves.com
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And Help, you have been that little light that doesn't dim down. Thanks for keeping an eye on things and making sure that at least 
) and assignments are hitting you eh? Hope you luck with those.